BITTER 16

Hola! so, instead of having my sweet 16 yesterday, i had a very bitter 16. I dont really know what is happening between me and my babes. I am puzzled all the way yesterday. What is actually happening? What is wrong? The plans I had made with my babes, SPOILT. Dont wanna say anything about that coz I'm not clear with it myself. Plus, the plans I had made with capital A kept on playing on my mind. We had planned on something for my birthday. It's aching me to remember all that stuff. And whats worst, I met so many capital A-look-alike yesterday. Ugh, speechless. Instead of laughter and joy, I spent my birthday with tears. Also the feeling when you have nobody to turn to. Families,friends,and ex bf who's always in mind, they are not there for you when you really in despair. Sigh. 4 June 2012 is a DISASTER for me... Kinda speechless now... Dont know what to say, dont know how to express the feeling... I spent half of the day yesterday sleeping. I just want the day to end in a blink of an eye. Mmm, guess thats all I want to say. Oh! Thank you so much for those who wish me a happy birthday. Really appreciate it. Thanks again. Assalamualaikum.

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