HANG OUT WITH ISLAHIANS

Hi! Dale cuti baru nih, aku sempat laa hang out dgn nabila and hanan. Ado reunion sbenarnyo, tapigak sore habuk pon aku tok napok. Mungkin sebab aku gi lambat kot. Hok aku napoknyo mueez nge hadi jah. Tu pon wak bodo jah nge aku. And, lepah aku balik tu baru aku tahu sep2 lain duk main bowling. haihh..hancur harapan nok jupo sep2 ni tahu dok. Al-maklumlah, aku kangen bangat si sama kalian-kalian semua. Udah 4 tahun enggak ketemu sama kalian. Ok, drop the indon accent now -,-'. Hok bestnyo, maso aku tengoh jale-jale nge hanan and bella tuh, tibo2 aku napok Q! haha yes! Q. aku napok kot blake jah tp aku cam tu dio. Pahtu hanan oyak someone semak. Aku tanyo sapo. Hanan pon oyak tuh hok spec putih tuh. HAHAHA ngila selok aku. Pah sep ni kebingungan bakpo. Aku pon oyak laa itulah dio manusia bernama Q yang menjadi crush aishah sofea muhd hanifa. Shah, meme rugi ah mu tok gi harituh! hahaha. Sebagai bukti and untuk buat mu jealous, aku suh bella amik gambar aku nge dio. Memang tak dinafikan aku melakukan kerja gila waktu tersebut, Memang gila! HAHAHA. So, check out the pics babe! Jangan marah okay? hihi.

he's there, i'm here >.<

Q being shy shy cat with me. ahaks! xD

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STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN :)

Ngeeeeeeee~.. i'm mad. yes. i'm nut. yes, i'm crazy. yes yes and yes. mana doknyo, senyum sore-sore sokmo loni. hehehe.. me and capital A. jyeah, we're back together again. for the third time i guess. bahaha xD. b, i never wanna lose you :'). story mory nyo malas nok cito but nok oyak moral value jah. Moral values ni buke side aku jah deh. and buke antara aku nge capital A jugak since aku baloh nge you-know-who jgk. So, moral values ni untuk semo. I learnt this from everyone. From my very own mistake of course and others too. Its kinda useful ya know.

#1. Sometimes, ego kena letak tepi.
If not, mmg problem takkan selesai. Apa salahnya kalau buang ego tu. once in a while pon tak po doh. Kalau dua-dua pakat nok layan ego masing-masing,meme jahanam jadinya. So, one mesti mengalah. Biarkan ego tuh. Buang ego tu jauh-jauh..kalau nak bahagia laa. Kalau ego tu penting sgt bagi korang,,lantak korang lah!

#2. Be frank.
If you are not sure or you did not know or want to know something then, ask! Kalau nati ko someone tu nok oyak meme payoh la sbb dio pon tok tahu kito tok tahu. So, better go all out and ask every tiny,little thing you want to know. Its better that way rather making your own assumptions which is always wrong. Trust me k.

#3. Learn to settle things on the spot.
If something goes wrong, we should settle it down right that instance. Kalau tak, mmg jiwa kacau. We would be sad,moody and even tawar hati. Thus, we must solve the problem right away. Plus, kalau biar je masalah tu just like that and ignore it, lebih banyak masalah akan timbul and jiwa akan bertambah kacau. You got a problem,you settle it down. No ignoring, no making your own assumptions, no jumping into conclusions yourself and no negative thoughts. ok? ok,good :)

Well that's all. Aku buat entry ni sbb mmg terlalu banyak misunderstanding blaku ko aku. This whole week is such a mess. Hope this moral values I got will help me and of course you too in future. Lastly, elakkan kontroversi tingkatkan prestasi. (bajet nok jadi pengacara melodi.hehe xD )

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I LOVE YOU BABES

Assalamualaikum. At last, after a few days my babes finally tell me the truth. It was nothing actually. Just a misunderstanding. Haihh. Just a small misunderstanding. Yet it turns everything gloomy,upside down (no lah! me exaggerating! haha XD ) and yadda yadda and everyone also gone through hard times because of it. But babes, we all share this hard times together. That's something right? It's not like some of us are enjoying themselves with their awesome life while others are in despair and feel hopeless BUT we all gone through this hard times together. We share not only happiness but also sadness :'). That birthday thing or whatsoever doesn't even matter to me anymore. Having you babes by my side is what important most. Aaaah. Alhamdulillah, I'm sooo glad this whole thing had come to an end. Not being able to talk with you gals for days is like FOREVER TO ME. Glad that we are back to normal again. Back to our craziness and unmatureness. Hahaha. WE ARE SO UNMATURED GALS! That is the ONE THING (for shah and lin who are directioners. =,= ) that WE ALL HAVE.To my babes, I really really really love ya! I'm soo sorry for everything. Especially for your wasted efforts and bombastic ideas you had put into the.... you know, that thing(secret!hehe).

So, here's the video that my babes had made for me. You gals almost make me cry ya know. Thank god I don't cry, maybe because of the ugly pictures of me that made me laugh and also made me felt scared of my own ugly face. huhuhu. THANK YOU SHAH,LIN AND SHERRY FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU TO BITS. XOXO :* 

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NEW LOOK :)

Weeeee~ new blogger template! Aku tak dok kijo sbenarnyo thats why aku rajin pelik nok tukar and edit2 blog nih. hehe. Aku prase blog aku ni pasal love jah blako dok? hahaha. nok wak gano sepanjang hidup aku ni aku ado masalah nge ore laki jah. bahaha. jk. puah ni sebenarnyo. tok tahu nok oyak gapo. huuuuh. kijo skoloh stambun tp malas gilo nok buat. sebok sero kalu nok wak pon sbb banyok sangat bendo hok tok ingat.huhu. Ohhh! tok ingat!!! bukok skoloh ni mesti tahu result dok? aduhhh, ngok molek aku tok ingat. -,-'. sebelum beta mengundurkan diri, nok oyak bendo sikit. so jah. betarinducapitalAsangatsangatsangatdanbetarasamacamnakgilasekarang/harini/forever.forever?naaa.

with that, i wish you all a happy holiday and tata!

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NOTHING MUCH, HOPE YOU'LL LISTEN TO THIS

I am soooooooo in love with this song. Its Stay from Miley Cyrus. Enjoy :)

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BITTER 16

Hola! so, instead of having my sweet 16 yesterday, i had a very bitter 16. I dont really know what is happening between me and my babes. I am puzzled all the way yesterday. What is actually happening? What is wrong? The plans I had made with my babes, SPOILT. Dont wanna say anything about that coz I'm not clear with it myself. Plus, the plans I had made with capital A kept on playing on my mind. We had planned on something for my birthday. It's aching me to remember all that stuff. And whats worst, I met so many capital A-look-alike yesterday. Ugh, speechless. Instead of laughter and joy, I spent my birthday with tears. Also the feeling when you have nobody to turn to. Families,friends,and ex bf who's always in mind, they are not there for you when you really in despair. Sigh. 4 June 2012 is a DISASTER for me... Kinda speechless now... Dont know what to say, dont know how to express the feeling... I spent half of the day yesterday sleeping. I just want the day to end in a blink of an eye. Mmm, guess thats all I want to say. Oh! Thank you so much for those who wish me a happy birthday. Really appreciate it. Thanks again. Assalamualaikum.

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DREAM OH DREAM T.T

Hey there! :)
I feel suck right now. Seriously. Why? Because everynight I will dream of capital A. I'm sick and tired of dreaming about him each time I sleep. Arghhh why?!! woooo T.T its been a week already. bo la please. aku bose doh nge mu. i'm trying to forget you here! warghhh. mace-mace jenis mimpi doh aku mimpi. and there's one dream, meme gilo ah. aku raso kalu aku jupo dio sgguh meme aku akn wak gitu. dasyat gilo. nak tahu? malu lah nok oyak.. bahaha! tapi klu mimpi nih mesti banyok bendo jadi exaggerate -,-' . bendo hok serious pon jadi nok suko. haihhh punoh mimpi tu jd. tgh sedak molek pahtu jadi la bendo pelik-pelik. geram! >.<
plus, cuti ni aku takdok kijo laaa hoh. tido make on9 jah kijo aku. huuuu~. ok lah, better sleep now. ESOK ADO BIG EVENT MUAHAHA. goodnight u olls. love ya!

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IS IT A DREAM OR REALITY?

Assalamualaikum. It's HOLIDAYYY!!! weeeee~ happy gilak! :))) Aku pelik la, time cuti ginih la aku jadi tido awal sokmo tiap2 male. tok tahu bakpo. maybe aktiviti aku banyok do'oh maso petang tuh, jadi aku letih sangat and terus tido haha. ok, male tadi,seperti biase, jam 11 tuh meme aku tengoh nyenyok molek doh tido and tibo2 ado ore call phone aku. aku pon check la phone dengan mato kuyu aku tuh and tengok2 capital A call aku. Terkejut beruk comel aku! Is it a dream or reality? Pening aku meta. Apa kes dio tibo2 nok call aku smale? Nok tahu aku jawab ko dok? Ofcourse aku tok jawab! Siap hang up lagi. Huh! Gilo apo dio call aku smale? Aku sero dio silap call jah. Sebab dio sokmo gituh. Silap call aku sokmo, -.-' . Hurmm, aku ingat ko story aku nge dio habih doh, tengok2 ado lagi. Haihh pening aku. Sampai bilo ehh agok2 crito aku dengan dio nih. huuuuh letih doh aku denge dio. Aku sero dio main-main jah nge aku. Kalu dio call aku pulok or text aku pasal explanation ke-2 dio, aku nok trimo dio pulok ko dok ehh? aku rajin doh mikir pasal nih sebab dio tuh banyok la masaloh hidup dio. Sama ada aku nok reject dio on the spot(pade muko mung mwahaha) or aku wak main etep nge dio. I smell REVENGE mwahahaha. Ingat aku baik sangat ko? Oh pleaselahh! I'll act like a bitch. You just wait and see okay?


Moral of the story this time is :
don't call me while i'm sleeping. Kalu aku tok jawab tuh mujur, tapi kalu aku jawab, pade muko sep mung lah dengar aku bobok/ngiga hahahaha 

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LILALULELO

Entah kenapa. Haihh. Baru seminggu kitore back together ado prob baru pulok. Problem tu berpunca drpd orang ketiga. Meme aku sakit hati sgt. Nok gilo sero. Hok paling "best"nyo, semo ni jadi maso aku tengoh exam. Koho sedak jadi aku nok jawab prekso. Bakpo la masalah ni tok jadi maso lepah exam?! Seriously, aku jadi affected. Even nok make pon tok lalu. Hilang selera aku. For the first time aku tok make sbb guy. Biasonyo sbb prob lain jah. And thanks to Sherry sayang sbb care of me. I love you babe! :* . Aku tok tahu la status aku dgn dio nih. Padahal dio bukenyo tahu pon aku sakit hati pasal bitch tuh. Tpgak why,why and why dio tok text aku sapa 3 hari??!!! Ni dah melampau. Skalo gak 2 hari jah pon kalu dio nok main test aku rindu ko dok ko dio. (Tobak ehh aku beci game nih! Sapo tahu reko, sakit jiwo sgguh!) And aku tok tehe doh third day tuh. Aku sakit hati sgt3 doh dgn dio. So, aku ended up our relationship. And the best part is, dio STILL TOK REPLY!!! Ok sekian terima kasih~

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FINALLY! EXPLANATION YG DITUNGGU-TUNGGU

Ok.story mory nyo gini... one particular day, aku deactivate fb (sbb exam tuu,haha) then aku decide untuk activate smula weekend tuh. and guess what? tubik kat wall aku mengatakan 'today is capital A's birthday'.. Seriously I dont know it's some sort of coincidence or fate..ngeh3.. and it was already 9 p.m.. I only have 3 hours to decide what to do. Should I call him, should I just post on his wall or just do nothing. Deep down, I really want to celebrate his birthday with him..huhu :'(
And finally, at 11.45 p.m. I made up my mind. I post on his wall. I think it's better that way. You know, to prove that I'm over him and also to prove that I can act matured. 
The next day, when I open my fb, I dont expect any feedback from capital A. But, yeah.. there is a feedback from him. He leave me a message and asked me to call his new phone number and he'll explain everything. Only god know how I felt the moment I read the message. After one month! Could you imagine that? Being close to someone and all of a sudden, the person left you...WITHOUT any reasons. And whats more f**king sad is to know that the he is in a relationship with another girl on the very first day that we dont talk. Could you imagine this crazy thing happened to me? And could you imagine how my life's going in that one month?


And like always. I dont know what to do. Should I just neglect him and continue with my life or listen to his explanation? After two days, I send him a text. But again,he asked me to give him a call. Actually, I text him because I'm afraid I would cry listening to his explanation. Then, I call him with hope that I wont cry. And alhamdulillah, I dont cry hahaha.. Yeah. He explained everything. He's explanation is soooo very very different from what I thought it is. Thank god it's a relevant explanation. And what important most is that he suffers too. I thought it's just me who suffers. And his words that I'd always keep in mind during the phone call is, "sy rindu gilo babi ko awk!". Sorry for the cursing!hahaha.. And now, I'm so damn happy with my life..., for having capital A right by my side AGAIN :')

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IF

If capital A mari smula dalam hidup aku, aku nok trimo ko dok eh? huuuh.. aku meme xtahu sgt2 nih.. sbnarnyo, aku rindu dioo.. ramai jgk rupenye ore hok tahu pasal aku dgn capital A nih (ex2 islah).. aku wonder sgt2 macam mana la sep2 ni bleh tahu..aku bukenyo kecek byk sgt pon nge dio dale fb..haihh~.. ramai jgk ore hok oyak kitore sesuai.. entah sesuai dekat mano la hoh.. maybe kitorg same chubby kot!haha.. and diore oyak gitu lepah cerita aku nge capital A tamat, which makes me feel quite regretful,huhu :'(


bila teringat balik saat2 'dasyat' tu, meme aku raso aku tersangat-sangatlah teruk maso tuh... sekso sgt jiwo time tuh.. ohhh~ no more flashback! scary youu!*gedik gilo!


OKTHATSALL,BUHBYE!! :))))))

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KOSONG

allright, hati aku loni meme kosong giler2.. no boyfie and worst, no crush! kalau dulu gak tehe lagi klu xdok gewe pon sbb ado crush.. nih, crush pon xdok.. merana2,huhu :( .. aku meme tawar hati doh nge Ash, xtahu la bakpo.. maybe sbb dio ado gewe doh =,=.. so, nok oyaknyo loni : AKU SINGLE SE-SINGLE SINGLE NYE.. and IT AINT FUN.. at least ado crush kae? huhu.. btw, aku sero sedih sgt sbb maso aku tunjuk gmbar capital A ko mummy aku, mummy aku tanyo, gewe ko? and aku just diamm,, xtahu nok oyak gano.. and finally aku oyak, ho, gewe, eventhough aku xdok gapo2 doh nge dio.. aku sero stupid sgt sbb gi tunjuk gmbar capital A lepas kitore pisoh.. IMYALY!! :(

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MINGGU YG SGT TUUUT TUUUT

banyok bendo hok aku keno face minggu nih.. meme DASYAT sgguh laa.. T.T


salah satunya adalah : male td, ado ore oyak ko aku, bahawasanya AM ADO GIRLFRIEND doh.. FRUST NUNGGENG AKU!! uwaaaaa :'(
aku ado HUGEE CRUSH sgt ko dio tuh. tp tgk2 ado gewe doh. aku LONELY gileerrr loni..huhuhu sedih2.. hati aku tok habih2 kecewa.,mummyyyyy sedihhh gilerrr huhuhu.. bakpo laa dio tok oyak dio ado gewe doh,kae sene klu gituh..klu muko hensem gituh tahu2 la ramai ore nok and terus terang je la klu ado gewe doh.. nyusoh ko aku jah ado crush ko mu lamo2.. *sedak ngepek,HAHAHA.. tapi kae, ape salahnye klu aku tggu dio clash, tok pun aku gi goda je si AM tuh , HAHAHA *de frust gak gini la..jadi EVIL..haha


kesan drpd semo hok berlaku mggu nih: PIMPLES!!! byk la pimples baru kat muko nih, sakit tau, adoiiiiii =,=

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!@#$%^&*()

ok, terasa diri teramat bangang sebab ptg tadi mace tok sero gapo2 doh but male nih brona pulok aku.. GERAM GERAM GERAM.. aku rindu sangat sangat sangat sangat suara Capital A nih.. bose doh aku duk kelih phone tuh, duk tggu bilo la dio nok call..tapi tok call2 pah sudoh.. i know you got someone else now, but at least explain to me what i had done to you... Anda tersangatlah KEJAM, Capital A !!

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A***** A****

thanks for making me cry like crazy. and thanks sbb buat aku mikir ko mu every second,minute,hour and every single day since that day :'(

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PATAH SERIBU

Hanya Allah je la yang tahu betapa hancur berkecainye hati aku.. After a week, baru aku raso ok ckit nok update pasal aku nge Capital A nih. We're over. Tok se cito la how it ended. Perit! Sampai hari ni pon aku masih tertunggu-tunggu explanation dari dio but,....... nothing! Ya Allah,sedihnyo akuu.. Aku spent this week just jerik jah.. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Sebokkkk.. Aku rinduu A***** A**** !! :'( aku rindu nok dgr dio nyanyi lagu nih: Aerosmith - I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing :'( tak sampai satu bulan pon lagi aku dengan dio tau! huhuhu


Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :'(
p/s: I may look okay in the outside but in the inside I am not

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CAPITAL A

Capital A aku accident! huhuhu.. sedih! siye dioo!! :'( baru pagi tadi aku kejut dio bangun sbb dio kato nok gi konvoi kat tok bali but lpas aku balik tuisyen, dio call aku. dio oyak dio accident! huhuhu.. mujur x serius mano injury dio. alhamdulillah~ .. haihhh, patut la aku duk raso x sedak hati pasal dio all day, hurrmm, meme there's something wrong.. syafakallah yonggg~ IMY! :(((

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MY CAPITAL A

Sayang sayaaaaaaaang sayang. no one makes me feel the way that you do ;)
truthfully, aku ni jenis hok x suka call dulu ore laki. Bagi aku, diore hok patut call ore puwe dulu,mwahaha... But, this time, it's different. Capital A is the first guy hok berjaya buat aku call dlu, ngeh3.. and dio jgk la hok pernah kecek fon paling lamo dgn aku which is about 2 hours,hihi :))) aku rinduuu sgt soro dio maso aku buat wake up call ko dio. Soro baru bangun tido,cuteeee!! hihihi and dio suko sgt call aku time aku tgh tido.. katenye malam masih mudee =,=" tp dio lah batman aku :)) dio sokmo nyanyi ko aku, ngeh3.. the sweetest song we shared together is from yuna, terukir di bintang.. 


A: sayangku jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku 
F: terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cinta ku padamu

ILYSFDM :')))

ILYSFDM CAPITAL A :))))

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PLACE WHERE IT ALL HAPPENS

-ZOMBIE

aku,lin and shah skrg masuk tuisyen dinamis. aku happy sgt bleh g tuisyen tuh. aku jadi pehe subjek2 hok buat aku down sokmo =B ! the first day aku masuk tuisyen tu, aku nervous sgt coz aku xprnah gi lagi tuisyen tu and besties aku xmari lagi. maso aku tgh daftar sorang2 kat kaunter tu, suddenly lin came out of nowhere and she said, " hai ijah! eh, awok tahu dok, sy napok sore bafana ni supo nge zombie dkat bawah td," and i was like, "what?!seriously?! omjayy!" (mace crush aku la pulok but whtever).. then, as i was writing down some info on the paper, i saw zombie right infront of me. i was so suprised! aku nge lin acted mace ore pyscho. but yeah, zombie remained calm, cool or mostly arrogant! rupenye dio baru nok daftar supo nge aku. aku,lin,shah and zombie duduk satu kelas haritu and we're quite freaking out. tapi mujurlah the next period dio duduk kelas lain pulok. aku skelas nge dio just hari sabtu jah. mujur! but dio sombong gilo. xtegur aku lasung and wak2 xnapok gituh,ugh menyampah gile..

-Q

on one fine day, aku,lin and shah plan nk gi hangout dkat pizza hut. so, kitorg terpaksa gi tuisyen maso pagi. meme aku sero lucky sgt sbb x masuk tuisyen pagi. sbb ramai gile ore maso pagi. penuh nge bafana hok xberapo nok segar. ok, so, maso kitorg on the way nk masuk kelas, shah oyak,"eh! Q ko tuh?!!!" but kitorg xde nk gi doublecheck(haha) sbb kitorg lewat doh nk masuk kelas. lpas habis je kelas, aku nge shah pon teman lin gi bayar yuran dekat kaunter. oh! sgguh xdisangkakn, Q tgh duduk atas krusi dgn saing2 dio dkat kaunter tuh. shah punye la nervous,haha.. maso nok byr yuran tuh, pok cik tu ngenak lin yg mnybbkan geng2 Q suko ko situation tuh (buke suko ko lin,haha)..shah pon jeles, jeles gilo! haha.. but, nothing happens pon. lpas byr yuran tu, kitorg blah dan mnuju ke pizza hut!yumm~

-ASH??

aku harap sgt one day, ash akn gi tuisyen tu jgk.. aku sore jah xdok gu dkat tuisyen. lin ado zombie, shah ado Q, aku? huhuhu..sedihnyo.. but, shah xleh jupo jgk dgn Q , sbb Q tuisyen pagi and kitorg tuisyen ptg.

that's all! buhbye!!

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HANGING OUT

love u girls so much, xoxo! :)

bosan mnunggu si die (sejam kott =,= )

if only zombie see this :p

sweeet :)

yumm~

mace byk ko gambar aku jah,but nvrmind. malas sgt nk update blog loni,huhu. ok bye! 


*looking forward to our next date gals ^^

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SPEAKING OF THE DEVIL

guy hok ado crush ko aku since islah tu tegur aku marin. rupe2nye dio duk asrama so xleh nk on9 mano. haha.. aku bru jah sebut pasal dio then mari smula.hahaha.. tu jah nk oyak, k bye!

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MY PROBLEMS WITH GUYS

1.truthfully, aku sbnrnya suka ko sore guy nih. tp aku xtahu aku cintakan dio ko dok but hok aku sure, aku syg dio sgt2. dio lain sgt dgn other guys hok aku prnh knal. dio baik,lucu and most importantly, dio pehe aku sgt2. dulu aku anggap dio mace bestfren aku but now, aku syg sgt2 doh ko dio, so aku tersangatlah xsure,huhuhu.. guy tu meme suko ko aku, slalu je nk aku jadi gewe dio. kitorg meme slalu contact and each time kitorg contact tu la dio oyak dio suko aku. aku appreciate sgt2 sbb recently ado sore guy tu dio tgur aku kot fb. dio kato dio ado crush ko aku since drjah 6 lg sapa loni. katenye aku prmpuan idaman dio (tobak aku nok mutoh dgr) and dio nok aku jadi girlfren dio but aku refused to and dio xtgur doh aku. dio kato dio ado crush ko aku slama 4 tahun but napok sgt nipu. kalaulah dio btol2 suko ko aku mesti dio akan terus contact nge aku. so, aku appreciate lah guy hok aku suko tuh. dio btol2 suko ko aku and dio terus menerus contact nge aku. but what can i do. aku klau bleh nk cuba sdaya upaya aku elakkan cinta cintun ni semo. tp aku xjanji, aku btol2 harap aku xakn gewe.


2.aku sakit hati sgt dgn guys zaman loni. asal break up je, cari slaluh pengganti. and aku brapo kali doh diajak mnjd pengganti tuh. aku xtahu la bagi ore lain gano but bagi aku, sorry lah. IT TAKES A LOT TO BE IN LOVE OR TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP. so, aku mmg annoy gilerr2 loni dgn guys hok even kitorg xprnh kecek but tibo2 ajok gewe. IT'S SO FRUSTRATING!! kenapa sikit2 ajok gewe slaluh? kecek xsapa 5minit pon sbut doh psl couple2 nih. sedihnyo akuu,huuuu~ :'( . and yesterday, ado sore guy nih bru lepas break up and dio ajok aku wak in a relationship dgn dio dkat fb. meme dio xdok oyak gapo2. terus ajok aku wak relationship dgn dio. THAT IS SO SILLY! and aku meme xwak gapo hok dio suruh tuh. SORRY LA, I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL. AKU ADO MARUAHHH!!!


3. bndo ni yesterday jgk. ado saing skoloh rendoh aku tegur kot fb, dio guy jgk. AKU MMG XPUAH HATI DGN DIO. caro dio kecek dgn aku ni seolah-olah aku ni laki. xdok adab sopan lgsg. siap tubik prkataan huduh2. dio tu doh la skoloh agama tp mace lebih teruk pado bdok skoloh biaso. EGO DIO TERAMATLAH TINGGI. and aku xpernah kecek dgn guy hok sebiadap dio. aku terkejut jgk la mulo2. but then aku realized yang aku perlu jupo nge ore gini utk dijadikan experience bagi aku. maybe aku sokmo sgt kecek dgn guy hok mulut manis hok nk ngejah aku. so, bagus jgk la guy tuh, dio x hypocrite nge aku. THANKS FOR THAT.


so, conclusionnyo, payoh sgt nok jupo dgn guy hok baik zaman loni. jadi, bersyukurlah kalu u all ado kenal guy yg baik and beriman. that's all. BYE! oh! lupa nk oyak, maafla kalu ado hok annoyed bilo baco post aku ni. ni luahan hati aku sbb aku raso mmg nk explode doh etep loni. TATA!

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SPECIAL PERSON

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.

ok penat..fuuuh~

jap2 last:

roses are red,

violets are blue,

i'm counting the days,

that i can finally talk to you.

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THE COLOUR

After doing some touch ups to my blog, i had just noticed that my blog is so PINKISH! It's a bad thing coz I AM NOT OBSESS WITH PINK like some other girls do (no offend for those who loves pink). I like pink but I'm not deadly in love with it. So, I'm sorry if any of you feel annoyed with my blog as its colour is mainly pink. By the way, this is my first blog and I feel kinda excited to do the touch ups,hehe(darat ckit). I feel doing blog touch up is like dressing up a barbie doll. Seriously! I mean, you'd put on the best dress, the matching shoes, tie up the hair and so on which is exactly the same with doing blog touch ups but it's just that it's in the other form. I'm out of words now, so "stay tuned with me" for more excitement (mcm iklan tv plak :p)

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SHOPPING SYNDROME

As always, shopping is something yg mmg girls love to do. So, story nye camni.. aku and my sister ada somekind of 'shopping syndrome'. it doesnt happen everyday (thank god), but it still happen for like every month. bila syndrome ni dtg,mmg tak keruan jadinye coz everything would be so damn pretty and stunning in our eyes. Clothes,bags, accessories are the things that usually caught our eyes and attention. Side effect syndrome ni is very painful (mentally jer) when there's not enough money to buy everything,huhuhu.. i feel sad for those things that i cant manage to buy,huhu.. it will be at the shop forever and always until another customer come in. The reason i wrote this is bcoz i'm in the middle of having this syndrome. but luckily, this time i got enough money,hehehe... so, to handle this syndrome, i had just found out how. want to know how? By SAVINGGG!!!


Things  have on my mind:




1. SAMSUNG GALAXY ACE (i will surely tell you when i really bought this)

2. Watches

(juz merepek. i will never afford this.but it's beautiful :( )

3. Clothes

(one of the clothes yg i think HOT)

4. Shoes

(rase cam secure jee bile pakai wedges ni :p )

 alright, maybe that's all that i can share right now. hoping that i can buy things i wanted,hihi.. ok, bye!

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THE VERY FIRST ONE

>The Very First One<


Life is so full of sweetness. Also not to forget bitterness. They all come together in different ways for each one of us. It just depends on ourselves on how to express it or cope with it. Some express their bittersweet lives in their very own way. Thus, we should find our own ways so that we could really enjoy the life we have. Our days might be filled with hurricanes, rains, storms etc. but, always know that the bright sunny day or perhaps even rainbows might appear without you noticing it. Life is so sweet if you just know how to make it sweet!!

Bitter is never pleasant
- but it is needed at times as it has a ‘sobering’ effect on us.

Sweetness can be sickening, too
- ever eaten too much honey or had too many candies…

It is like the ingredients for a cake:
the only thing that is sweet, is the sugar,
the rest are bland or tasteless!

But the end result of all of them together,
the combination of all the ingredients,
is a most delicious cake
- fresh and sweet tasting to the palate
and cheering to the heart. :)

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